You bleed just to know youre alive. A collection of quotes, photos and images. Mindless babble, random ramblings, occasional strife and anger, and the opulence of joy. I felt, that night, on that stage, under that skull, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time, if life was worth all the work it took to live.

Friday, March 5, 2010. Semalam, aku chat dengan si dia. aku luahan pe yang aku pendam selama 5 tahun ni. apa nak jadi, aku dah sanggup ambil risiko. walaupun sukar dijangkakan apa yang bakal berlaku, aku terpaksa luahkan jua. Mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik semua ini. dulu aku takut2 nk bg tau sebab takut akan kehilangannya. mungkin semalam bila aku dah dapat tau dia bukan lagi milik sesiapa, itu yg membuatkan aku berani mengambil cabaran.

On March 11, 2010. It almost reminds me of looking into a rear-view mirror; almost a reflective feel. On March 9, 2010. The tonal value creates the form in the painting. On March 7, 2010.